The New Kid

My Rap

Sat, 26 May 2012 11:29:41 -0400

Sorry to post this on a story blog but that story is taking a pause since I keep losing Internet but I want yall to read this rap and give me constructive criticism before I put a beat behind it and rap to it… Also follow me so when I do you can hear the publish rap here it is

You got a big mouth and a,
Little heart
You don’t care, as long as your not the one to lose yourself
And slowly be torn apart
Selfish bitch, when will you quit
Find a better life a restart

Forget everything you’ve heard and everything you learned close your eyes and slowly let your memory be blurred
What’s been said and done is done and over with
I don’t need to feed you lies to cover it
Accept me like I have cause my past is over, and I’m over it
There’s no one in this world who is perfect its
A givin and it’s givin to everybody livin and im livin so I guess that’s me
Apparently, everyone is perfect and Im different and I can’t fuckin do a single thing
But that’s just through your eyes look through mine and you will see
you are incorrect and you will disagree
Reverse your insults back at you
Make sure that you make it through
Every one you’ve said at me and then the words you’ve said for once will finally come true just look at you
Take away the fake and leave the real
Wait, the fake is all you got your word is just an orange peal
Cover your pathetic life with lies to hide what you don’t have pretend that you are something else
Laugh at others for there life that’s fuckin he’ll
I wish you well
When you are burning deep inside
Cause that’s a sin and god don’t like a bitch that lies
So say it now, say goodbye
You can’t escape your fate don’t try
You fuckin joker poser hope you double doser end your fake and worthless life
You want a world of perfectness well one less you won’t do that but it’d still be right
I hope you hang yourself tonight

Okay lemme back track a little bit
Since when have a cheated on any chick
Every girl I’ve had has left me for somebody else and left me in my lonesome world of hell
Don’t even get me started on these rumors spread like germs
All these lies to compromise
Any rep that I have earned
Cover any work I’ve done just cover it with dirt
And I just smile back at you and act like it don’t hurt
I don’t care what others think of me
But when they all believe a lie I think a little differently
Especially, when that person spreading it is doing it on perposly
And selfishly like one I heard was I got beat up by some dumb ass kid
But who’s the one that walked to you and threw the fuckin first hit?
Your the one that threw it back
But a little smack that hardly hurt so I had to cut back on my own damn strength just so you could keep up with the pace
Then a few second later I saw you were running away
And now you telling everyone you won but you didn’t and you couldn’t so you shouldn’t spread these lies at school
Just to build up your own reputation and try to make you look cool
Just wait till I find you

Let me clear up one thing I do not think I’m that great
If I described myself with one word I’m the broccoli on your plate
I’m the one that makes you frown from the sight usually
But I’m the best thing for your life get a taste of me
I don’t spread rumors don’t tell lies put others before myself to your surprise
I’m the nicest guy you’ll ever meet
Ya just have to give me a chance and trust me
Not the myths and shit that people say
The shit you hear is fake cause people play
And that’s why I can’t smile
And I slowly loose my humor
And I cant light up the room
All this shit I hear makes me wanna get out my chair and just stand up
And shout on the top of my lungs “this is to all you fakers out there spreading rumors and breaking young girls hearts, destroying peoples lives, not even caring who you sacrifice” then take a deep breath soft and slow and shout To the world
FUCK YOU!

First day at school

Tue, 15 May 2012 17:17:09 -0400

“mom, I don’t wanna go to the damn school, nobody likes me”
“Chris, dont curse in this house!”
“forget it mom, you don’t understand what I go through”
“son…”
Just then Chris forces his bag on his back and slams the door behind him
“where’s this fucking bus, it’s late every day, can’t we get a bus driver that’s not 80 years old? I’m just waiting for the day she falls over dead and We crash……. Fuck, now I’m scared”
Chris dropps his bags and waits for the bus, a few minutes later he sees a yellow glow, he stands up, and when it gets a little closer he throws a rock at it. Chris then notices it wasn’t the bus, rather a deep yellow truck and inside was the most annoying kid he knew. He was dating the girl he’s liked for a long time and swears she is the only girl for him. The truck stops, and the 16 year old kids get out.
“the fuck you doing freshman?”
Chris thinks, and decides it would be better to lie and sound like a bad ass then tell the truth “im not scared of you, just because I’m 15 and your 16 doesn’t mean I should wimp out, I can kick your ass and take your girl with half my brain”
Tyler says “well, that’s good, cause that’s all youve got”
Chris, with his pissy attitude goes to slap Tyler. Tyler grabs chrises hand and thrusts his foot deep in chrises pelvis.
“shit!” cries Chris. About to get beat up, the bus finally shows up and Tyler gets in his truck, “this isn’t over freshman”

Chris gets on the bus and the driver says “good morning, what’s your name?”
“shut the fuck up old lady, your here to drive, not ask questions, you do your job and I’ll do mine”
“woah woah, calm down, we’re all…..”
Chris walks away and gets in his seat then simultaneously falls asleep
Chris woke up after everyone was gone, and realized he missed first period… “what the fu….” he went to yell at the driver but realized she was gone. “time for second period” thought chris, “wonder what bullshit this teacher has to say”

My story

Wed, 29 Feb 2012 16:52:31 -0500

Okay, every week on monday at midnight I will post a little of what this kid named Chris goes through each day. Watch as he starts his life with nothing in a new school knowing nobody and tries to work his way higher in life. What will come for him? Toon in each night to see what this 15 year old accomplishes or looses.